can I just SCREAM???!!!!!

Things have been going not so good in life lately, I have a wonderful husband, adoring children who naturally behave like monsters, lol but they're my monsters and I love them. ;)
A roof over my head, and a healthy family.. Or so I thought......
I received a phone call one morning from my mum that my Uncle might have cancer. On may 4th they did a biopsy to find 6 tumors in his throat! The weird thing was, the day my mum called me, earlier that morning I had a dream that my Uncle had passed away from Cancer! Frikken spooky!! So I was naturally freaked out!! So we wat for the results....

On May 7th, the day of my oldest sons birthday party, he turned 12.. He broke his left arm between his wrist and elbow. Broke both bones, like a hinge. Nasty looking...
He was doing tricks on his scooter, like all boys think they can do, and he crashed ...
well, the rest is painful.. We rushed to the ER and 4 hours later we were home and his arm in a cast from the wrist up to his shoulder.
All the family was there for his party, which was a nice surprise...
Of course it nearly killed me to see my son in so much pain.. Anyone who knows me, will tell you I have a huge heart and cry very easily.. But I held it all in while at the ER and then let it out when I arrived home.. So we are now dealing with a miserable 12 yr old with a cast on.. LOL what fun this is..
I received final news on my Uncle. He does have Cancer. Squamous Cell Cancer (Lungs)
This has hit the family extremelly hard, exspecially my mum. This is her brother..
I am holding onto all good thoughts that he will beat this, and trying to stay as posotive as I can. but let me be honest, it's hard to stay posotive about the dreadful word, CANCER..

Then lastnight, we received a phone call from our landlord, he might be selling our home we rent. If he does list it, he will give us a yr lease to hold us here so we can find a place to live without the worry of having to move right out. Which is great, but we weren't looking to move right yet. So after some discussion, my husband and I think it's time to find our own home to buy. So we have a year to get things in motion. This is going to be really stressful, but I think it's time..

Now back to the title of this thread.... can I just SCREAM????!!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH

Here's to a New Year

Wow. It's been a while since I have visted here.. I guess I need to visit more often...
Life has been so busy this year for me and my family.
I am beginning to forget what day it is. lol
I do have to admitt, 2005 has not been a very good year to us...
We have had several death's in the family, several family health issues, a few big scares, and some surgeries for me.. Some major bumps in our road, and throughout all this... we all still managed to stay strong for each other. A few breakdowns, but we're still strong.
I am hoping 2006 will be a better and kinder year to us..

where does the time go?

Well today was one of those days I guess. Where you have a million and one things to do and by the time you look at the clock, the day is already gone and you've done nothing! lol yep, been one of those days... :S Go figure it being a weekend and it flies by.. oh well such is life..

life is cruel

Life is cruel and sometimes hard to even want to wake up..
We've been watching the news on hurricane Katrina, and how she has
done so much damage, it's a nightmere that you just can't be woken up from.. My thoughts go out to all that has suffered and are still suffering from this devastation.. May God be with you..

hmm,this is a lil weird for me, so bare with me while I get used to this. I guess it'll be good for me, to jot down all my nonsense instead of keeping it bottled up. All I can say is enjoy reading if you chose to. I can be pretty straight forward, and at the same time make absolutely no sense in my writing.. Never said I was normal now did I? lol

Good Morning

Good morning.. Just trying this out to see how it works..